Hi this story is occurred to me before my diagnosis. After my diagnosis it still happens with me in my

daily life multiple times. And I can't do anything about it, but sometimes it happens in workplaces which

have a deeper impact and higher intensity on me. Let's see how it feels like to have a group meeting or a

group discussion and how it feels like to be in my position when I'm there. So imagine. That it's a group

meeting that's happening. It is an important meeting about planning and strategy that we're doing and

I'm in charge of it. So wow, that's great empowerment moment there, where I'm taking charge and like

making sure everything is. Happening the way it. Should be and still there are moments where I have to

like write down things on the. Code and figure out itemized things. And do all of that. That, but while

doing that, I'll start making small mistakes and errors of words that I've written probably 100 times, and

I know how it is written, but yet I tend to miss out a letter or like mix up the sequence of the letter of

the word. And one of my colleague calls out is hey iterative is

written wrong and I'm like OK, so sometimes I don't know even how to correct it. And sometimes I can.

So I do it. So being called out publicly is quite embarrassing. And in a work situation, it's far more. Crazy.

It feels bad. I know. So yeah. And I keep thinking that and I get stressed about the fact that what they

must be perceiving of me, I'm annoyed that I can't do small things and I make such small mistakes. Yeah,

I know. It's crazy. And. And why can't I be efficient? But slowly I have started acknowledging it and

embracing that it's OK that I'm making mistakes. It's fine. I can't do this all like I I'm unable to do this all

the time, but there are moments that I do stand up for myself depending on what the situation is and

when it is happening as well. And being able to do that is progress for me to like stand up for myself in a

situation where I'm like, it's OK. It's just a small error. Talk. Think about the bigger picture. So I have

been doing that depends on where we are and what kind of a gathering so. Doing that is also a big thing.

And. Put up with all of this has not been easy, so it it can be very embarrassing. But yeah, it's a progress.

It's happening. Let's move to next page for emotion.

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