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banking transaction - number mixup -over
Hello this story is about how sequencing, specifically with numbers can be challenging for me and
banking transaction online is one of the instances that happens quite often.
So let's go ahead. This is a story of me doing online shopping, so let's get in the journey of how it feels like to do online shopping
for me. Online shopping is supposed to be a lot of fun. You can look at like. The fun brands and stuff like
that, buying clothes. This looks like a fun website, clearly. And selecting the items is amazing. Retail
therapy, discovering new things for me but. The actual madness kind of begins. Is when uh I have to do
the payment and all the selection is done. And that's where the payment page kind of come up. And this
is how it looks usually like there is the account name holder the the details. And expiry CVV all that
information. This is. Quite a difficult task. Now, Can you imagine that you have to like write all of this in
the correct order so that? Kinda doesn't mess up things. I have to do that constantly. I have to pay
attention at each in each fill in the blank. All the information that I'm filling in, double checking
everything. Reading it out loud, sometimes I do like air air writing for the numbers to double, double
check if it's the right sequence that I've written them in, and it's on my card. It is. It is quite difficult.
Finally, when I have done all of that and we reached that stage of this where you have to just put your
OTP like one time password that's generated on my phone and I have to make sure that again numbers
sequence happening that I put the right sequence of these numbers so that they do not.
Then.
End up being an error and if when I do that they said OK, now you have two chances your cards are
going to get blocked. Oh, that's crazy. So I need to be very careful when I'm doing that. It's crazy. It's
crazy stressful. Makes me feel very anxious. As well, but when I'm actually done with it, I keep thinking
that this is insane, that I'm unable to do such simple things and simple tasks quite embarrassed and
frustrated with myself. And but. I don't feel like this all the time. Some days are crazy for sure, but now
I've started to accept how I feel. And embrace it a little bit. Acceptance help. I feel less worried, but it's
OK to make mistakes. It's fine. And now, like we have Apple Pay, Google Pay, where I just have to input
my user IDs and stuff like that, which is much easier. I don't have to go through the whole process of
inputting everything. But you can't use that always. Uh, yeah, it is getting better, knowing more about it
feels better, but there are such some days are good and some days are bad. So this is how it feels like to
do shopping with me. Let's move to next page for emotions.